Dear
blackdome, I cannot thank you enough for the presents, even though I have already done so ;v; And because I am incapable of flailing in real life I will do it in words instead, that dress is so very lovely and oh my goddd when I saw the card I nearly screamed. Thank you so much!!! It made this horrible week so much better. ♥
(P.S. I forgot to ask you last night -- I had a couple of missed calls from some strange foreign-looking number the other day, was it you?)

L to R: Linguine bolognese with mushrooms, Caesar salad (sans chicken) with quite too many croutons, both served in darling Ikea dishware. This is going to be like, the bulk of my diet for weeks to come. Following the crazy panic attacks, I have been put on a medically-imposed vegetarian diet, and while it's really healthy it's no mean feat for someone who has been used to eating meat for years. No meat, no coffee, no tea, no cold drinks, nothing greasy, nothing spicy. I am feeling so miserable right now, guys. Healthy, miserable, and always hungry.
I have neither the physical strength nor the will to study for Contract and practise for my piano exams properly. I think I have more or less given up, at this point in time. Mostly I just want to sit around, read, write, do nothing else ...
Also,
Teeth is probably the best song off of
The Fame Monster. It might just be the best song in Gaga's repertoire, if I dare say.